Today... Just another ordinary day in school, nothing much to expect from, got back prelim result slip, was a little disappointed . my partner is still clinging onto her top position, with outstanding results of 5A. Totally incredible. 4A1 and 1A2, i will need to study just another year to accomplish such achievement. Enough about the result, if you twist the word, it is just another re slut... I apologise for being a little vulgar here. Apparently O's is drawing closer, with roughly 14days left i guess maybe more. What the fuck am i suppose to do now ? with this kind of result i am far behind my desire. Talking about desire, recently i have plenty of wants. Maybe too much? Am i asking for too much? Back to the old topic again, i have been whining about it for about 3 days already. Refusing to admit that it was my fault. Nothing wrong with being calculative. I'll stop here. Got sick and tired of complaining. Change subject. Free period was fucked up. Apparently i was watching they kiss again, then the bunch of ignorant and annoying teachers came one by one and say i doubt you will make it. I was like whatever you say, all i know is i believe in myself, I know i can make it through. Currently i am still quite worried for my english, i am very dependent on my oral and compo. I hope i get the hang of my situational writing soon. Working hard with my partner, to correct each other mistake and make amendment hoping to hit an A for situational and compo. There is a huge need for me to raise up to my ability otherwise, it will be pointless even if i pass everything else. Regarding what the teacher said, i totally oppose to it. Prelim is tougher than O's. If you do well for prelim, you do even better in O's. I was like fuck you, i did equally bad for my prelim and O's last year. If their theory was relavant, then i would most probably be the top scholar already. whatever it is, relevant or irrelevant its not their problem.
