Mid autumn festival, the wonderful day is coming to an end soon. Not trying to be sacarstic, despite me not having a great day today, it felt good seeing the families coming down to the void deck and corridors to enjoy this festive season together . i ate my mooncake, spent time with my family, played candles with my friends. Nothing seems to lack on the outside, but deeop inside me, a more important thing is lacking. There is this one person that i regard as part of my life, had missed out this year festival with me. Well it would really be great if i can celebrate this festival together with this special person of mine. I wanted to ask, but plans have already been made and unknown this have been going on, things beyond my control, its too late to say all this now, but honestly i am utterly disappointed.
Not just today but throughout the week. Previously i was ranting off at twitter but didn't seem to get any thing across, so i told myself, forget about it . I am not interested about it anymore. I got bigger and more significant things to achieve, which is to pass my O'levels. With that bloody certificate, damn i will prosper. Hopefully i will. To achieve big things in life, sacrifices need to be made. I am not sorry cause i know i can make it up in the future. Despite all this thoughts about getting the achievement. I am still very upset about what is going on right now. I lack the family support at this point of time. Well, i'll just see how things turn out later. Lets hope this come to a conclusion soon. Many people fight and get over it, somehow like fight and breakup, kiss and make up, this cold and hot method is not how i handle thing. However things can get worst. Something like what happened in the story of you're the apple of my eye. Total tragedy took place, they fight and they never make up till the point she got married, that is the worst that can happen and i do not want that to take place.
