The reason why not is because, i dont love you anymore... What hazimah said last year was true, I was the one who was mixed up, she said i loved you but i claimed that i treat you as a crush, cause it you said it was impossible i dont wanna harbour any hope for you at that of point cause i felt that there wont be any outcome. I convince myself that i love someone else all the while, even when you confess, i still to myself that i love someone else i cant weaver... I didn't mean to reject you or something, i am just confused by the things around, up till now i seriously dont know how i feel i am serious! Maybe i shouldn't have told you in the first place how i felt towards you, cause it was all too late, all this while it was too late, i cant bring myself to tell the truth, i wanted hafeez to be with you so that you will forget my love for you totally... cause i dont even know it is true or not... Maybe i was drunk, i was insane, i went out of my mind, i got possesed or something... I just dont feel right telling you all those things, it was just my fault, screwed myself, i was even later than you by a lot a lot later... This should have came from me years ago maybe months ago after 2010 July, but you were attached i cant say anyting or do anyting, then it drag on until someone else came to take your place in my heart, that is when my love life is totally messed up!!! Everything change after the ring thing start... Maybe i made a mistake by buying the ring, maybe things are fated to be this way, but one thing i know, my heart is tied down... I cant love you, there will be many objection and many people getting hurt... Especially Hafeez and Gina, i made a promise to her, even if she give me shit i'll have to accept it, this is life what can i do... Even though the feelings for her is not there, or maybe there still is, idk seriously... I'll never do anything that'll hurt both of them... Sorry that i stir up everything and confuse you... Forget bout my love for you, forget bout your promise to me, hate me if you want to, i dont expect you to forgive, i was wanna let you to know that i am sorry...
